troubled

I hate when i'm troubled and try to avoid it. It literally haunts me, i run around in my own head trying to take a bend and hopefully lead my problems into a false chase. I'm not afraid of facing facts, the disappointment followed by heartache isn't something i constantly want to deal with.

There are days when you feel you're at your peak. Those are the days i've been waiting for. I feel like i'm heading for a downfall. not too sure but i'm definitely in for dive, somewhere, somehow. Things just got worse. It had to rain. Least that's something i can gain some comfort in.